Congeniality

Summer has come. Diana berlari kecil di antara pepohonan yang merayu setiap orang untuk, katakanlah, berteduh sejenak dari gempuran hujan yang luruh mengguntur. Ini bagus, karena tidak akan ada yang tahu betapa sungai kecil telah mengalir di bawah kantung matanya. Dia berlari terus, terus, dan berhenti tepat di bawah pohon yang paling besar. Bukan, dia bukannya lelah . Dia hanya tidak tahu lagi cara lari dari kenyataan. *** Kemarin Rio mengajaknya pergi ke suatu tempat. Tapi dia tidak menjawabnya--' ya ' tidak, ' tidak ' pun tidak. Padahal Diana tahu, kemana lagi Rio mengajaknya pergi kalau bukan ke tempat itu, di mana Rio memperdengarkan senandungnya untuk Diana seorang. Tiga tahun sinar itu bertahan di dadaku Dua tahun aku menyangkalnya. Tetapi satu saja alasan yang membuatnya tetap tinggal di celah hatiku: engkau.   Waktu itu Diana hanya bisa membisu. Tidak ada kembang api, tidak ada letupan kebahagiaan. Dia memejam, tolong. Hentikan ini.  Tapi semu...

Well, currently I kinda feel upset because only a few days ago I had just published 2 posts and suddenly a friend told me I shoudn't have posted the last one and it's just like, "uh, okay" so I decided to delete that post but unfortunately, I also deleted the other one! Oh crap, I just loved it; I wrote about my favorite upcoming-movie Maleficent and its soundtrack by Lana Del Rey. And to be honest I hate the well-you-just-gotta-work-that-on-again-it's-not-that-hard thingy hell yea it was my almost-masterpiece and I can't just write it all over again! You know we can't regain something as perfect as it was on the first place, can we? You guys knew that better I bet. Speaking about 'masterpiece I just loved' stuff, I remember that I actually have a list of movies I'd never regret to watch and watch over again. But before you read it I have to tell y'all not to notice the order because it doesn't always mean priority of my selection. ...

I have just opened my facebook account and saw this post from Connection To Creative on my home page. Well I choose the tenth door and guess what I found the explanation of my personality-related to the choice I have chosen-is almost exact the same way possible as the real I am. They said, " You are one who truly appreciates stability and wholeness. You are a reliable person that takes pride in their love of quality and detail. Some might say “cookie cutter”, but you say dependable! You always know what you are getting because you have checked the consumer reports. You love safety and security in all parts of your life . You prefer not to have anything frivolous or extra, if you can’t see the use for it. Chances are you have some sort of creative side that you have curbed in some way. You might love scrap-booking, music or art; yet would never try to make it your career. You feel your problems are your own and nobody needs to be burdened with them . Just keep in ...

I came in like a wrecking ball I never hit so hard in love all I wanted is to break your walls All you ever did was wreck me, yeah you, you wreck me.                                            Wrecking Ball  by Miley Cyrus Well, the (music video of the) song made tons of controversy but I think despite Miley's nude performance in the music video, the track's somehow very powerful though.  I never meant to start a war I just wanted you to let me in .. The lyric reveals so many thing about her feelings--well the track came right after she broke with his boyfriend Liam Hemsworth, didn't it? I think she just wanted to be listened--everybody does, yes. But hence she was Disney's darling she has had to do so many stuffs she probably had tired with, and now she's willing to show her real personality. Well, she's now about 20 years old and on that age,...

Sometimes the so-called-angel you know is the (almost) worst of all.